Of truth and guns and government and fear

It seems like just yesterday that if something happened to you that should not ever happen, and a government agency was behind it people either got thrown into a mental health facility or with a gag order on you, or you would just ‘disappear’ and nobody would be the wiser as to why and if they were, they either kept quiet or met the same type of ends. Oh how one man’s courage to stand up shaped our present. People are so much more aware and such agencies can no longer rely on the ‘nobody will believe you even if you tell them’ tactics. Some agencies still get away with it however things are changing and a lot of people have been pushing for these changes for a long time. Snowden is a true American hero to the people though apparently the government wants his head on a silver platter. I won’t boor you with these things however, this is not the purpose. It simply came up as years ago a shop that was raided in the type of situation one gun shop was recently raided under wouldn’t even be able to speak up and in fact would be called liars right off the bat without anyone looking closer at it. So this is where I say, I just want to say a thank you to snowden for giving people the courage to speak out when something happens.

 May America one day be what it was founded to be, for the people by the people and if not, I hope the fallout of our nations collapse doesn’t do too much damage to the world economy because unless things shape up, we go one of two ways. Our government will plummet like so many of the ancients and we will all as Rome and so many other ancients civilizations did, or we will crash and burn after our government pisses the entire world off which id say its safe to say many countries, the only reason we don’t have all out war is most likely the same reason people in other countries now say things like ‘we love you, but not your government’, when once they did say ‘we hate America’. Truth is, we got painted as pretty differently than we really are, and our government kinda forgot what they do effected how others saw us as a whole. If you go way back id have to say props to whoever invented the internet and props to those who work so hard to keep the information super highway open and uncensored, because in perfect honesty, it makes it easier for us to spread news and events and harder for our government to lie if you learn where and how to search up stuff. Even when mainstream media fails us, the internet is a place where you can find blogs and first hand renditions, ways for your voice to be heard and other people raising theirs as well. Hell, without such a thing the fact many officials who enforce the law in some states are now required to wear recording devices, wouldn’t have been made possible without the whistle-blowers, the people who stood up and said something. I salute the whistle blowers, my utmost respect to you for your bravery, and your integrity.

That being said, a shop was recently raided. This shop sold gun parts and from what ive been able to glean thus far guns. Despite a restraining order that was supposed to protect the customers of the store, they also took the customer lists as well. Some links to the stories written can be found here: http://www.foxnews.com/us/2014/03/19/feds-seize-customer-list-from-california-gun-parts-store-in-atf-raid/

And Here:

http://www.bizpacreview.com/2014/03/16/atf-raids-gun-store-despite-restraining-order-protecting-customer-list-106684

However this is not the FIRST time there has been such issues and I doubt it will be the last unless something is done. Back in last year there was another incident, one that was much more low key, in which a store that sold guns had their license revoked and their establishment raided after someone had stolen a gun. They were not aware of the investigation nor were they aware of the eleven guns stolen previously by the same person(I will point out, it took him a year to steal eleven guns from them so it can’t be the worst place security wise, had they been made aware it could have been stopped and handled without all the messy power arming the feds did to them). They were further targeted Because ONE of the guns used in a shooting perpetrated by a gun collectors teenager who enacted the sandy hook shooting, was bought at this particular gun shop. I do feel the need to point out, the woman spent years collecting guns and the boy could have grabbed any one of them, and it was not the gun shops responsibility what the woman that the woman didn’t keep her guns safely locked up when she knew her son was a risk and it wasn’t their responsibility to know what they weren’t told or required to ask when they were not even aware of any issue either with the gun thief or with the parent who bought the guns and didn’t keep them properly locked up. It was not said if client lists were taken however I would assume so as they pinpointed who bought what guns so well. I know there are other ways but that was kind of tossed in as an afterthought.  A link to the story as written as an article can be found Here: www.wfsb.com/story/20497633/sources-gun-store-had-federal-firearms-license-pulled-after-raid

Similar issues have arisen in the past as well, recent past has it more frequent at an alarming rate. Vets have had their guns ‘confiscated” which is just a fancy way to make the fact they were stolen under color of the ‘law’ sound better.  There has been great pressure to unarm individuals as well as shut down distributors. One of the reasons I asked a friend of mine who likes to shoot at the range what he would do if he was disarmed. I know what’s coming, always have. Just way back then, nobody listened to me. I watched friends destroy themselves in a war they didn’t believe in the cause of simply because they were mislead to make the enlisting ‘willing’ or at least make them feel like it. Can you really call it willing if they were lied to? I wonder, it’s a big reason I made my little brother promise to wait six months during ‘the war on terror’, before he joined. My brother isn’t a complete idiot, and by then he had looked close enough at the facts the shine of the lie wore off and revealed the ugly truth. I have a problem with my little brother dying for a cause he doesn’t even believe in. I knew it would kill him inside just like it did to a dear friend of mine who didn’t listen and got caught up in all the propaganda.

There is an old saying I like, which ironically I found in a song that I now like as well. My mother used to say it, and she once told me my dad had said it as well, and she kinda just never forgot it. “If you’re gonna start a war, you better know what you’re fighting for” For those of you who are a lil disheartened by the evils being spoke of I want you to know, if snowden hadn’t spoken up like he did, a lot of things would still be kept under the rug and would still happen while your perceptions and your impressions of things were knowingly being exploited to hide such horrors right under your nose, all snowden did was tell you the truth that has terrifyingly enough, been under our noses for a very long time and did so in such a way that his voice could not be silenced and I salute him with the deepest respect, and I salute those who came before him and who were silenced in one way or another, those who spoke out knowing even just the chance of being heard was worth it. Those are America’s hero’s, not to disrespect my parents who served or anyone else who served in the armed forces but this takes a lot more balls to step forward with. They have neither the training nor the comrades to back them up and stand with side by side so in all honesty, I think they are even braver than my parents who served were and that is honestly saying a lot since I hold nothing but respect and love for my parents and am in fact very proud of them both. I will forever miss them no matter how much time passes or has passed since they died. I just have to admit, it takes a lot more balls and a lot more nerve to stand up when you know what will happen to you. Snowden not only stood up and said it but left his fiancé and his family behind and all he knew, just to make sure word got out as much as possible, knowing the chances of him being caught were likely and not ending up caught was next to impossible. I salute him with the utmost respect. If I could have served, I would have served proudly next to a man of honor even the in face of so much to lose, who would stand up for what was right even knowing what was to happen to him if he was found out. Snowden, is what it means to be an American, and the kind of person who gives you hope that it can be done. I think that’s the biggest reason our government wants to get a hold of him to be honest. He reminded people it could be done, reminded people what it means to be an American as our founding fathers meant it to be. 

The wall of silence that hides so much pain and sorrow built on so much bigotry and manipulation and propaganda and… its slowly but surely breaking and bending, as people are reminded it can happen and it has, the illusion is broken. We don’t have to accept it, we can do something about it. I think that is something people forgot. I mean when you talk about politicians lying for instance, people just accept it but they still vote for someone they know lied simply because ‘all politicians lie’… but we don’t have to accept things like that. We CAN stand for what we the people want and if we really want it, an honest leader who doesn’t hide things from us and puts us first, is one of those things. We don’t have to accept people who lack in integrity and it is possible for those with it to make it, and snowmen has shown us this, which is why our government does whatever they can to make him look bad. Personally if the worst thing you can tell me is that his fiancé is a stripper well… ok. Personally that’s her job, she is just dancing on a stage in a thong(top or no top doesn’t matter, the profession is a solely adult entertainment genre for a reason). Not really something you could take the children to see but I fail to see how that makes either of them horrible people.  Ive definitely heard worse about the people who sit in positions of power in this country, such as stealing, drunk driving, accusations of rape and other such occurrences so in reality, the fact his fiancé parades around half naked on stage for other peoples entertainment really doesn’t concern me. That is her business, not mine and certainly not that of the rest of the country. If that is the only thing someone can focus on then they are just being led by the nose to be distracted from the all too important facts that have absolutely nothing to do with the personal life of snowden or his fiancé. Either way, I hope she is proud of him, because that definitely took a lot of guts. When I heard about that it was the first time in a long time I actually felt any sort of pride in anything even remotely to do with my country, mostly because I know too much having grown up hearing about things from my elders I shouldn’t have really been privy to but was and was smart enough to not go around talking to everyone about. As a child, there are just some things you feel in the way the adults act and whisper or the way they act when finding you standing there as if they had been burned just by speaking about such things and were scared to death that you heard… about things like that. Children aren’t exactly given enough credit for just how perceptive they can be. They don’t understand it the same way an adult does, however that doesn’t mean they don’t understand it at all. 

If anyone has any information they would like to add, let me know and I will make sure to cross reference and insert facts as well as links so others who read it can clearly know places they too can find the same things. I did this in more of a rush than I usually do so if you know of any references I didn’t use, please let me know so I can add them promptly for a more complete and solid honest truth that can’t so easily be brushed off. We the people who have been victimized under color of the law in situations that should never happen will be heard. Someday, may the truth take flight freely and openly as the eagle that once flew freely in our skies once so open. 

-Luna 

My letter to President Obama

I realize you probably get a lot of letters like this since i know wreather they get them or not, many governors and such are also swamped with such, so i figured id be a lil different and not re write it. First off Mr president, http://trueluna.blogspot.com/2014/03/despite-recent-efforts-of-governor-jan.html, just in case your interested though id be careful. lol It tends to be the truth in anything, not just politics and government, though i avoid military knowing just how many secrets i could be in big trouble for saying(besides most of them from that long ago when my parents served is out anyway though i know some things have been around longer since my grandfather was aware of them when he served... but that is the only thing i don't talk about in this blog, i do have a more extensive blog but its more remote and less likely to be looked at, its on my artists profile on deviantart and i label it all as personal and it all to often is).

So, since i get very tired of repeating myself, i decided to try and make what i said in the recent survey, known specifically to you mister president.

First off, i am a writer and an artist. When I have a job Ive often worked on the phones. I am disabled physically and have PTSD.

Female, Caucasian but mixed(this gets annoying since i am mixed and not all with just white heritage but since i look white... discrimination doesn't just go to those of color but sometimes from them as well to people who are not). I am an American, was born on the east coast, on the naval base my mother served on at that point in her pregnancy. My mother was also born here, in Pennsylvanian actually and her parents and so on and so forth. I am still considered a young American though i haven't felt it for a long time. I support gay rights and am considered LGBT.

Family and juvenile courts need a massive overhaul the likes of which are much bigger than the one we had back in the seventies. I will put what i wrote in that comment box in quotation marks.

"Family courts, juvenile courts, etc etc are a nightmare that don't care about the truth.

It should be enforced that those who fail the burden of proof and attack families for frivolous and often petty reasons that have nothing to do at all with their goddamned parenting... are met with justice... because as things are they are unpunished and all too often win, with little to no evidence at all because those courts have no juries, only one person who can be bribed or played for their own personal bias's.

Families are all too often ripped apart. We need juries in these courts, justice should never be left up to only one person. Many can see what one alone cannot.

This effects me, i lost my children on some ridiculous claim that i thought my cat was a person, nothing about my actual parenting and no burden of proof was enforced. At the end their was conflicting testimony and my parental rights were severed only on the grounds that the person cps hired testified contrary to every doctor id ever had, and evidence was knowingly kept out of court and away from the judge to begin with. Letters from my doctors who had evaluated me. My rights were not taken because i hurt them or abused them in any way, but because of some wild claims about my sanity and them saying that though i had not, i was doomed to in the future their exhibit a that i was abused myself as a child and by the ex husband i left because he was abusive and i didn't want my children to live like that. it should not be so easy for them to rip families apart and forcefully give your children to someone else. My story and those like it are more common than you may think. It seems i am constantly talking sense into people so angry at anything and everyone in the system telling them to calm down and make their voices heard because if they sound as crazy as the situation itself is, they will only be brushed off. Ive seen it happen and lived it. they make you feel crazy and pull so much abuse verbally and mentally out on you it isn't even funny. I have PTSD and i don't find it at all amusing they used my past to torment me any chance they got during the entire time. They do this to a lot of people."

My next one was Tax Policy. Also in quotes.

"People are taxed over half of their income when they work. It is literally more fiscally doable to live on welfare because people are taxed so much. I think federally it is forgotten people pay two sets of tax's.

In all honesty, if people weren't taxed so much and some limits were set, even minimum wage as it is would be something people could actually live off of. It was a living wage before a combination of taxes and several shortages and crisis's in the different markets and trades overseas took effect on prices in grocery stores and whatnot. State taxes are very high in Arizona, and you can lose majority of your wages to taxes. most people on welfare who have jobs would not be on welfare if they weren't being taxed so badly.

Also.. a law that puts things like the wages of politicians up for an actual vote from we the people might help this as well as we are all well aware a rather large chunk of the money taken from people with those taxes go to the insanely high priced vacations of the president and his family and other politicians and their ridiculously high living as well. This country is supposed to be rules by the people, not a bunch of assholes with too much power.

the presidents policies... i am well acquainted with them and keep up on that crap... i just see where this is going and don't agree with how he goes about it. i wonder if he even understands just how much the way things are, creates its own problems. people have quit their jobs to get better insurance and something to live on, the help they need... this will not cease and it needs to change so that people can live off of what they earn in a paying job.

The president is out of touch with a lot of things on his own soil with every day people and those who preside over him in the public relations don't make it easy for anyone to reach him with issues that he would not like to hear or that they think he would not like to hear. Beyond that i find that things such as Washington post changing articles they have already posted up online to be unimpressive to me. People should not have to re word the truth just because the president doesn't like it being said. That is not freedom nor is it what this country was founded on."

I won't bore you with the bubbles i picked and you can probably guess... and im sure it will be obvious at least in part with the rest of it.

Where i get my news:

"News, research, many sources so i can double check their accuracy and be informed thoroughly"

Skipping the bubbles, im sure if you want to see those you can just ask someone to find it for you anyway. lol

What i want to see in white-house email communications: "The truth unaltered and stated plainly and wholly and not playing the blame game.

I mean... everyone knows what to expect now. No matter who agrees or disagrees with the president he somehow finds a way to blame republicans... i hate to say it but... your all pissing me off. conservatives are people who believe in less government control over individual peoples and i am unimpressed with those who dare call themselves republicans or conservatives at all but dont follow that at all or do so selectively. It simply means we don't believe things like marriage, abortion, and the many ridiculous laws about things such as what people can and cannot do between willing adults in a bedroom... are the governments concern to begin with. If people need help because some doctor is abusing his power and hurting them using those then ok... thats protecting the rights of the people... but... how things are just makes me sick. We have a liberal president that is so liberal it bothers most liberals. -.- i don't think he yet realizes just how many times his own party has voted majority against him. Instead its always republicans fault as far as the white house tells it. Geez... look at the facts and figures, the paperwork the records... etc etc etc... people don't trust obama because he has shown he cannot be trusted. i dont' want smoke blown up my ass, i want the truth, i want awareness and for him to fix what he has done and fix the damage and to take responsibility and actually be a good example to his own children and to others who need it... not sweep it under the rug like he does. His daughters and so many others will follow his example no matter how horrible it is set."

'What would you like to see less of in White House email communications?' Oh your most likely not going to like this one but i hope you take it to heart and do better anyway.

"-.- treating people in the white house like celebrities. I don't care what the first lady wears and in fact few people do, its just not our concern. If she wears a brand new Prada suite or something from goodwill nobody freaking cares. well accept those who want to make her more of a fashion icon to follow... but that isn't supposed to be her or the white-houses concern. the first family is supposed to set an example, starting from the president and his wife on down, not be fashion symbols or fiscally irresponsible etc etc etc."

main reason for coming to the white house web site: i picked other.
"various, though ive never sent something to the president though i think i will, probably this just to make sure it reaches him." in truth i never knew you could send something online. and i never sent any of the rather nasty letters i wrote to vent about the blindness to the normal every day people that goes on in the political arena with far more than you mister president. I would be... probably paranoid investigated and my life made even more hell than it has been despite being a non combatant and loathing violence.

What i want to see more of on the website: "Honesty, one thing i will never respect is a lie or any sort. You make a mistake and you admit it and you fix it. End of story. I don't know about the president but that is how i was raised and i cannot respect people who do not do so."

What i want to see less of: "propaganda. If the truth doesn't entice people, do better but don't dress it up instead. Doesn't change the truth of the matter and really is closer to a lie than the truth you could say."

Anything else i wanted to add is as follows: "Yeah, learn how to be honest. If its one thing i cannot stand above all else in life its how lies and purposefully misleading people is such a large part of life in america anymore.

Oh my godess the president is so out of touch with we the people as is obviously his wife. Some people just need to learn that just because they can, doesn't mean they should. I am deeply regretful that i helped vote Obama in the first time. Needless to say, because of my standards their are very few people in the political arena that i respect. Before the president got all drunk off of power, he used to be one of them."

My grandmother will be rolling in her grave but i have never cared how high someone is in society or how low, i will speak to you as you show you are deserved by actions and how you treat others and the way a person lives regardless. She always hated that though my mother was always very proud of it though when i was little she used to say it would be a bane to many bad people one day and i should be careful of said people as they had no honor and didn't care to do anything but shut up the truth when they didn't like what it was. So mr president, i am speaking to you quite frankly, honestly, and as if you were a normal every day person accept in one aspect i know you are the president.

I am not the only one who voted the first time because of your integrity and being more in touch with the people but then... didn't the second time for the reasons i have. So... i mean... i hope this helps either you be a better president or i dunno... just something. anything. I still want the changes i wanted when i was eighteen and voted your ass in that office to begin with. I still want mental health reform to protect the patients and enforce the laws about cruelty from mental health workers and whatnot, i still want stricter policy against rapists and murderers and others who prove to be dangers to others, i still want the constitutions protected and i still want cps to be wiped off the face of this planet. they ruined whatever they touched when i was a child, hurt and did not help. They either take a stressful situation that is not abusive and make it so, or they take a bad situation and make it worse... that is one thing that seriously needs to change along with a hella lot of other things. I am one of many who remembers the change you promised the first time but also remembers we got to live and see more of the same. Back then... people heard you if only because we were sick of being ignored and having smoke blown up our asses. We just want america to truly and honestly be for the people, by the people and not for the politicians manipulated by the politicians serving only those who take power over others under color of the law and by force.

Please never forget that and don't mislead or lie. Most of us, were thinking things like that... not what you have done. If you ever run for anything again be more specific. You have no idea how many people overestimated your understanding of the situations every day lower and middle class earning families all too often live with.

------------------

the site said my letter was too long so i posted it here, and will just send him the link this post. I really just don't want to re write it. i have dishes to do, base boards to wash, and other things to still do today. I really don't want to spend more time on someone who lost my respect a long time ago.

-Luna

CPS In Arizona

    Despite the recent efforts of Governor Jan Brewer of Arizona, CPS it seems continues on in a business as usual kind of feel. It shows in the ways we as birth parents, as children ourselves, and those closest to the victims have often been all too aware of.

     Recently a baby was taken from the hospital only because the woman wanted to finish their recovery at home a day early. It is not unsafe for such things and was easily doable and in fact the doctors and nurses were not being consistent with her which was why. She didn't wish to be lied to, told one thing by a nurse and another by the doctor, so for her own sanity and for the safety of her baby she made that decision. CPS, did not do any form of "proper" investigation, they merely used the grounds that her family used cps against her previously when she was a teenager though she had not abused her son either and her son was taken from her by force from her. Her own parents have since kept her from her son and adopted him and kept her away from even family events to purposefully use her emotional connection with the child she gave birth to preciously, against her to harm her and out of fear he too would feel the maternal bond with the woman who is their own daughter. Back in her teens they even convinced her she herself was actually mentally ill way back then, that is was happening because she wasn't good enough to be her sons mother and convinced her of a mental illness that would cause her or or son harm even though she herself had never been like that, not then and not ever. While she knows now she is not, that does not help her or her son now, and she is only trying to protect her daughter from the same fate as her son and as herself. The woman herself is much like myself in an aspect that she has ptsd, and has experienced the worst of the system and so... did not wish to sit between medical professionals who were not acting with integrity.

    They took her baby.

     Despite what many may think, this is business as usual for cps. Their is rarely any investigation if any at all. In my own case they had files from when i was eighteen, things that for whatever reason went missing completely from my actual mental health records otherwise(which brought me to question and i still do, how they had them) but they had nothing recent to the time, i was twenty two when they ripped me and my children apart saying mental illness, saying i could not do things they weren't saying i wasn't doing but in fact they were full of double talk and anything but straight answers because straight answers from them become lies and apparently nobody in that cesspool of an organization actually wants to ball faced straight up lie, instead they make general comments with no elaboration in which they use your own psyche, the human tendency to make assumptions, as their weapon. I was told so many times by anyone who saw the paperwork my case was bullshit and anyone worth anything could see it, could see they were ball faced lying to the judge and they even had evidence in their own paperwork of their own lies because not only did they lie but they were sloppy about it. In my case... four years is a long time to ignore and four years ago is in no way shape or form recent. I do however wonder how someone got a hold of paperwork Ive been asked about since when looking into my records mental health professionals who deal with that have told me their are no records for certain times in my life. None at all. But i know their were, not only because cps brought them up but because i had a case manager back then who actually talked to me and listened, about my past, about my present, about my dreams... someone who actually cared. She is now a program coordinator with Tetra Services. I wonder though... why that paperwork? Why when i was eighteen? Why can't they find a crap load of paperwork between eighteen and nineteen but cps somehow had it? And why did they have paperwork from back then but not from the years recent?

   I personally think, the daughter i miscarried back then when i was eighteen, Amee', was probably luckier than me. I know it all too well, i didn't even have a child but id been in the system all my life... the moment they knew i was pregnant they were coming after me. They were planning, some worker i think had probably pulled it back then. Its really all i can think of since their was no recent pulls on my records when i put in to see who had pulled my records for that past year, cps hadn't requested my records since i was eighteen though they said in court they had. That is what i suspect after seeing the paperwork myself, planning to rip me and my daughter apart even before she was born. Purhaps it was mercy for her, that she died before she could be. It is perhaps selfish that i still mourn her. I have miscarried every girl i have ever become pregnant with, for reasons i do not know and no doctor has looked into.

    The reason they gave if you pay attention to what is said in detail...Not because i was abusive or anything... but because they could. Happens to a lot of people. Most either learn not to have children young and wait years or they simply drop off the grid to escape, because they have seen from the helpless perspective of a child the system doesn't help but hurts deeply and they don't want that for their children, nor do they wish for the heartache of a heartbroken parent. If they can or they know, they run.

    In this woman's case recently however... in many ways she is like me. She has postramatic stress from doctors abusing authority, people not telling her what was going on and so things hit her from left field... her parents worked very hard to make her out to be as crazy as possible to believe she herself was in fact crazy... they also told her point blank her son was never hers, he was theirs, and they wanted her to have another baby so her sister wouldn't have to ruin her figure with child bearing.

    This woman... is just a regular woman who has been through hell. That is all she is. That should never be an excuse to put a person through more hell and she is more than capable of choosing what kind of parent and what kind of human being she will be, knows her family was wrong and has no wish to become them. Quite the opposite actually.

    These are not abusive parents, just the children all grown up that cps either victimized as a child by ignoring their plight or by putting them in an abusive situation to begin with and making them vulnerable.

    This is the truly monstrous nature of them, they don't go after the children being beaten, they go after the children of people who were abused themselves, no matter what kind of parents they themselves are and this... it is not in any way shape or form right.

    My own children were not abused, cps never said anything specific accept a very general claim. They were not starved, not beaten or otherwise harmed, not unclothed and in fact had plenty of cloths and toys as well and my oldest had already made friends with the boy next door his own age and his brother was showing signs of starting to as well as he reached that developmental point. Both boys were healthy, had regular medical care... they never said i hurt them. They never said that at all. They just said neglect and made general statements that they knew would be taken as if i had by someone who didn't look at the paperwork closer. They also said that because i was abused, i was doomed to abuse them. Rather than go after actual abusers, they instead chase phantoms of their own making.

    That is the truth of cps, and why i hate them. They stole my time with my mother and my brother, ripped apart our lives, acted like they did nothing wrong even when they said and did horrible things that were both illegal and abusive. Then they came after me as an adult, and took my children saying that i would always be abused and would always expose my children to abuse and would thus become abusive in this way. They made wild claims about my mental health and no matter how many notes i got from my presiding doctors over my mental health otherwise, insisted i had the most wild issues, despite professional opinion otherwise. in court, only the doctor they hired to say what they wanted was heard, and when the submitted letters from doctors were brought up, and their not being submitted to court, they excused them lightly to the judge as if it didn't matter. They knew those would hurt their case and left them out on purpose. More than just one doctor said those things. Those letters, came from more than one. They only care about what they can get away with doing, not about the children and certainly not about helping anyone.

    This woman that this has just happened to recently... her baby should be returned to her but just as my lawyer should have listened to me and filed a retrial on the grounds that they did not disclose all the evidence, instead she filed an appeal. Let me just be blunt, if a lawyer who knows justice was not done knows these things and doesn't act appropriately and only files an appeal then guess what. He or she is not doing their job the way they should be, they are simply making things easier for cps as new evidence cannot be submitted in an appeal like it can be in a retrial. If they refuse, they are standing in the way of justice, not representing you... just enabling a horrible evil.

     So... the same old excuses and the same old crimes as per usual.

    Makes me wonder if our governor actually is going to do anything about them at all. I mean... if they weren't so intent on the children not being abused, maybe they might actually help the ones who are. They are so busy victimizing people out of fear and prejudiced that the children they might have helped die or suffer life long injuries. In their own care, as they spend so much time chasing phantoms of their own making and not protecting the children already under state custody, children also die and life long injuries inflicted upon them.

    CPS is an affliction, not a medicine. It is a sickness in all forms, not a solution. More often than not, cps itself is the cause all on its own.

    So... I have to admit... i hate them and if they burned down i would celebrate with every other person they have hurt. after worrying about finding my own children since they ball faced lied about my children and their placement together as well. They ball faced lie about a lot but... well my lawyer should have listened to me when i brought up the concern that no where in the paperwork had cps ever divulged anything about the contact information or even the names of the people my children were supposedly placed with, just talked out of their ass about it. She dismissed it but... i already knew how important what they didn't say actually was, a lie of omission. Purposefully misreading and thinking "misleading" is any less than a ball faced lie. Somewhere deep down in their dark blackened hearts they actually have a tiny bit of guilt i like to think anyway... either way, i think they burned their own goodness away with their own evils... if ever they find it, it won't be as they are now. Not as CPS. This needs more work than i think even our governor can possibly imagine but... many of us can, because we have lived it so... we need to raise our voices and make sure she can hear us, for our own children's futures. so they don't go after them next when they grow up.


    I wish for it to be different but if many of us do not fight and keep fighting i fear it will only keep happening over and over again as it has for many years already.

All too often, the law fails us all.



-Luna